Ashstar
|| General Information ||
|| Name || Ashstar (Previous: Ashkit, Ashpaw, Ashblood) || Age || 45 Moons || Gender || Male || Clan || ThunderClan || Rank || Leader || Apprentice || Currently None || Mentor || None || Conditions || Low self esteem; PTSD, one life lost || Theme Song(s) || "Nothing Left To Say/Rocks" by Imagine Dragons & "My Demons" by Starset || Family & Relations || || Orientation || Bisexual || Relationship Status || Taken by Smokesky || Father(s)|| Yarrowtongue - Volefury (mate of both parents) || Mother(s) || Dancingleaves || Sister(s) || Spottedpelt - Dash || Brother(s) || None || In-Laws || None || In-Law Sibling(s) || None || In-Law Children || None || Friends || Spottedpelt, Sweetolive, Spottedfur, Losteyes || Enemies || Eternalstar, Neomora, Dash || Daughter(s) || Honeykit (adopted) || Son(s) || None || Romantic Interests || Losteyes, Spottedfur [deceased] || Personality & Appearance || || Main Fur Color || Brownish grey || Markings || Greyish brown trio of stripes going from shoulder/hips inwards, chest, paws || Eye Color || Amber || Scars || Notch in left ear. Slightly "F" shaped scar on his left upper chest cut that bisects, going up and to the left. Right foreleg scar goes through bottom third stripe. || Build || Broad shouldered, short furred, muscular || Personality || Loyal, passionate, protective, fiercely determined and humble. Ashstar owns up to his mistakes, acknowledges them, and is not one to let others think foul of him. His reputation is of importance to him, however he will never put it before others. Socially he's a smidgen awkward but that's due to his upbringing. He's actually rather charming when he wants to be. Ashstar's self-confidence is unusually low especially for that of a leader. Mostly this is because he has trouble letting go of his mistakes, and lets them plague him thereafter. || Phobias || Becoming in any way Eternalstar, leading his clan to ruin || Likes || Spots, trees, adventure || Dislikes || Plain colors, fighting, war, death || Talents & Skills || Despite his dislike for fighting, Ashstar is an exceptional fighter. He was raised in the Dark Era, and as such learned brutally. He knows many killing techniques but refuses to use them. His skill in hunting is above average. His faith in StarClan is low, due to never knowing of them as he was growing up, and later had to learn of them when it was a bit too late. || History || Ashstar was born in ThunderClan on the eve of the Battle of ThunderClan, in which EternalStar conquered it. His father died in battle and his mother giving birth to him and his sisters. Orphaned, Ashstar was raised under the tyrannical rule of a murderer, and grew to be protective of his sisters, having to raise them himself almost. They were apprenticed, finally freed from the nursery, and were loyal to Eternalstar out of fear. The trio worked like a single entity, with Ashstar at the head. As warriors, they became some of Eternalstar's most loyal, strongest, and vicious soldiers. After Eternalstar was killed, and the Dark Era was over, Ashstar (then Ashblood) tried to protect his sisters in the assumed backlash to their loyalty. Dashedheart ran away, and Spottedpelt became rather docile, leaving Ashstar with one to look after, breaking his heart. Ashstar had a fledgling romance with Losteyes, mostly due to his father's warning of protecting her, but when she vanished and he'd felt he'd failed her the tom gave up. He became deputy of Coyotestar after it was revealed Burningstar was a StarClan cat sent to stabilize the clan. Later, when Coyotestar died, Ashstar became leader, and accidentally started a war with the clans by making allies with ShadowClan in light of recent tensions, having been trying to stop war entirely. Struggling to prove himself a good leader. In a sudden revelation, Stormtail revealed to have broken the code and attacked and maimed a RiverClan kit. Enraged, Ashstar took her back to the camp trying to decide what to do. She begged for death and Eternalstar appeared in a vision to the tom. After she forced his paw, Ashstar killed Stormtail. Ashstar grew close to a tom, Smokesky (then Spottedfur) and over time they became mates. Later, he learned news of the Dusk Syndicate, sought out to meet them and discern if they were a threat, and met Neomora herself. Deciding they were a threat, Ashstar related this news at the following gathering where he and the other leaders decided to meet again in private to figure out what to do about the growing threat. After the problem seemed to have gone, Ashstar had a terrible nightmare/vision in which a golden furred tom approached him and informed him of a pending danger. Ashstar was sent on a journey, believing it to be from StarClan though in truth it was a Dark Forest ruse to get a loyal agent in place for the upcoming Evil Era. After a moon on his own, Ashstar returned to find Smokesky (then Spottedfur) and pleaded for his mate's forgiveness. Upon earning it, the pair of them departed to finish the quest. Along the way they met Poppy and Thyme, who aided in navigating the Twolegplace and found Yew. Ashstar believed Yew was the cat he was sent for, and returned with Yew; a former ThunderClan warrior. Shortly after his return, Ashstar and Smokesky started a family, and 'adopted' six kits. |